It's been a while....

Hello, Lovelies!

When I started this blog, it was meant to be a comedic outlet, a documentation of raising a few kids... But then it took a turn. Life changed. The dark side got darker. I started to write things that were depressing because they were weighing hevily on my mind and then eventually stopped writing all together because I just couldn't even bring myself to type a few words.

Well, I've made changes. Hopefully the future will be brighter. I'm sure there will be repercussions of my decisions; there always are regardless if those decisions are good or bad. I made the choice to me a single mother again, well, it was made for me, but that's really not the point. The point is that's where I am at.

My older kids are 14 and 17, so being a single mother to a  couple of adolescents in my 20's and early 30's is way different than starting over at 35 with a 21 mo old. Sometimes it's way better because I'm more relaxed and experienced, other times it's just exhausting because I feel old. 

I don't know where the future is going to take all of us, but I'm a little excited. Once again, my life is a blank canvas I can do anything with. Well, almost anything. I probably won't be a Victoria's Secret model or an Astronaut, but who knows? Maybe one day the space program will resume and want to put women with real bodies in some VS undies and ship us to Uranus. There's always hope!

Thanks for sticking with me, even when I wasn't funny. Even when I didn't post. thanks for your comments of support. They meant the world even when you didn't know it.

Love you guys! Look forward to bringing the funneh back...